Amidst the Chaos

Through trials and tribulations we earn our successions. In the ups and downs we learn who we are. Finding ourselves in precarious moments, D and I have risen above all that commands us. We take faith in each other straight to the very core of our existence. Without the hope that D so diligently holds fast to I may have fallen to a thousand pieces, unsure of myself. Her hope strengthens my will, it allows me to fend off fears of the unknown. So long as we stand side by side I know all things are possible in this life.

We have taken a large step into our future and chose our first home as a couple. It’s been an interesting search, but we have prevailed and now live in the most beautiful home I’ve ever lived in. Being biased has nothing to do with my feelings at all, I’m just sayin’. I cannot say that it hasn’t been a rough turn of events once we chose the house, me losing my job yet gaining two more….even if I still have not started the training for them, blowing through our savings faster than we thought possible, and of course trying to work on the house while managing a family of 6 all at the same time. But, together we accomplish everything, we can make it through anything. So we take the walk together and make it work. There’s no one I could see myself standing by in this life other than her. It’s as if all things are possible.

We are finally making it to the point where we are settled, plans are falling into place, and we are comfortable. There’s still a lot to work on but, we are having so much fun doing it. I wish I had photos to post of how cute we’ve made our home. It reflects us both quite nicely. Almost everything in here is something we’ve picked out together, which makes me even warmer inside than normal. We’ve started building a foundation to further our future. It elates me on many levels. Soon I’ll be back to the bump and grind of working woman life…..but it’ll be so much nicer to know I have such beautiful things to come home to at the end of the day….er uh morning. (midnights, lol)